Sick and tired of every damn thing...

Family, studies, friends... you name it.

Doesn't know why I've become such a person, not caring about anything especially for my family. It's not like I don't want to care, I just keep thinking I have no time for such stuff when in fact I'm always wasting time.

Yes, I waste time on people who actually don't deserve it but I'm just so jian I guess. Seriously feel like inserting f words in between sentences but nvm... =X

Hopefully blasting songs can help numb everything. But being numb isn't going to help much, eventually I still have to face them right.

Feel like talking to someone but who can I talk to when all the relationships lay in ruins.

All done by me.

Did I make the right decisions in my life?

I want to change for the better =(