All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

...


You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade...

Now it seems as if I've lost it all, this and that. Friendship and you.

Suddenly feel so threatened and I guess Kaini was right about ....... What can I do? Kept thinking about this and I think they became closer at the expense of us. Just doesn't talk as much I guess. This sound so lesbian (if you understood what I meant) but I'm just stating a fact and I am damn straight ok. And please don't jump to stupid conclusions.

And you, why can't you just admit to it? Why can't you just tell me all that you've done? It's not as if I don't know but it'd be great if you just come clean. And to tell you the truth, it's kind of disappointing when I found out you weren't there at our "performance". Now I'm questioning if it's my fault for not telling you earlier, or is it you were too busy or .....................

Maybe you just don't care.

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but it sure feels better venting the previous frustration out by telling you =)

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