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Date : Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Time : 10:55 PM Title : One Two Three Four  Hoping you will come online tonight, and talk. The first one yes. The second one no. Make me feel better when I'm feeling sad Tell me I'm special even though I know I'm not Make me feel good when I hurt so bad Barely getting mad I'm so glad I found you I love being around you You make it easy It's as easy as 1 2 1 2 3 4 Regret giving you that smile today which wasn't even a smile. Wasn't exactly happy at that time, or should I say I was fuming. Some people are just so fucked up. Period. Ms Lai's talk in the morning, Hotel Rwanda, CCA and the problematic maths tutorial is rubbing off me. Feeling so unmotivated and demoralised looking at the pile of workload and coming tests which I will sure do badly in. I hate flunking my tests but this is something which I have been doing since entering JC and god knows when it'll change, if it'll ever change. I think I'm really stupid. And I think there's a high chance I won't be able to get into the top 3 universities. Future looks bleak. Damn stressed =/ Strong winds blowing. How I wish they could blow away my sorrows. |
Joanna Drakulya @ ♥
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