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You Bleed Just To Know You're Alive.

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Title : Red roses on your Coffin

Well, I've been thinking. This year's 2009 which means I'm going to be Eighteen. One Eight. Yeah sure growing up would be fun but something seems to be bugging me at the back of my mind.

Growing up might not neccessary be fun.

It means there's responsibility to be taken. I can't rely on my parents for everything anymore. Every action I take would have a consequence, be it positive or negative and I would have to answer to it, alone.

Firstly when you turn eighteen, what do you do?

You go get your Car License.

But have you thought of this. Driving the car (provided I can even pass the test) puts you at risk of accidents. What happens when you crash your car into the tree? Even if you're okay, the car might not be. And for that one single wrong action, it's going to cost you hundreds of dollars.

And then there's the A' levels. What if I don't do well? What if I can't get into the top 3 local universities? ? What if I failed and have to go overseas to 'buy' a degree? That would definately hurt my parents, my dad especially. How is it possible to vie with so many other smart people and the even smarter foreign talents for a place in the university?

Provided I graduate, with the economic facing a downturn, how am I suppose to secure a good job with reasonable pay? My resume would not be that terrific for sure, so how am I suppose to stand out of the crowd and get picked amongst the dozens interviewed for that one job?

With a job, I would still have to please my boss, build good work relationships and omg, what if I can't get married?! And apparently, my EQ is not at the high range and I'm suspecting if it's even touching the average rank.

Old wrinkly spinster. Nice -.=

How am I suppose to cope when my parents leave me?

And alas, the end who would turn up to mourn at my funeral?

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Joanna Drakulya
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