Date : Thursday, October 9, 2008
Time : 9:44 PM
Title : Apathy

I've got to say, my promos results are disappointing with Maths topping the the list. Fuck, it was just a borderline A. To think I really practised the questions.. What's wrong with me?!

Well, at least I passed all my subjects. Zzz..
I've got to move on!!


PW today was.. s.h.o.c.k.i.n.g. Shan't elaborate =X
After school went White Sands with Irene to eat BK and emo, before returning to school for PW Part 2 -.=
Had to admit, the trip there kinda cheered me up a little. Though the effect didn't last very long =/



Realised. It doesn't do me any good by helping you. You don't even fucking appreciate and it'll make me seem like the bad guy.. doing all these dirty shoddy work. Blame it on my temper, my acts of impulse. Well, it's going to change now. Let's see who'll last in this betrayal race. You can't make true friends as you procceed on later in life.. They start stabbing you behind your back, and in your face. Oh please, spare me the fakeness. Don't think I'm that blind -.=

I Can See The Pain by Nikki

I still see your face in my dreams
It hurts and it doesn't help at all
I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems
I want you to catch me when I fall

I still remember the first time we met
There was something so different about you
Your friendship was something I wanted to get
That smile when you said hi to me was so new

Out of no where you called me on the phone
I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever
You were so new, so crazy and unknown
I just knew that our friendship would never sever

Two years and we are barely holding it together
What happened to the way this all used to be
I never wanted you out of my life ever
I sat there for a long time pretending not to see

We decided to go out and make it all all right
It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't
We couldn't even really stand each others sight
It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't

I miss you and everything you were to me
Ten years from now we will look back on it all
We will be older and finally be able to see
That love will stand the test of time and never fall