You Bleed Just To Know You're Alive.
Date : Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Time : 12:09 AM
Title : So lonely inside so busy out there


Just came back from Guitar BBQ. Reached home @ 11am.. Feeling kinda sad now, shall go paint my nails black and cut wrist. MUAHAHAHA. Lame ><.

Zheng Xiang's daddy gave us a lift back home. Thank You :DDDD When we were about to leave the area, Darren was like "Bye bye Joanna.." Gosh, i didn't know he knew me. LOL. Eugene also got say bye. Wow. Kinda regret not knowing the Exco'07 well enough.. A pity we didn't bond much with the j2s, just realised they are a bunch of VERY fun-loving people.

Was playing Asshole Tai Di with this 2 J2 girls. They are like so funny and outgoing!! Waiting for Michelle and the others to send me the pictures and then i shall blog more on it. Off to watch my Hana Kimi :)

Whenever you're here, nothing bad really did happened. Prelims, O's,
Guitar exco interview.. The closer we get, somehow the more I feel that I don't
in fact, understand you.


However, having you around more and more become a habit.. Thanks
for everything, but is it really time to let go? It has always been your
choice..


I'd let you know how i feel but my damned pride wouldn't let me. I'm sorry.

Maybe someday you'll realise, but i guess it will then be too late..

So many words left unsaid, but i guess i'm going to leave it that way..

Have the thought of me ever crossed your mind? Doubt so. So now, I'm attempting to do the same back. Not in one day, not in one week, but definately i'm going to get over you.

So i'll just keep the fun and beautiful memories buried deep in my heart and move on..

To think I was so naiive to believe my dream would've come true. I was so, wrong..

"I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
& I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
& I didn't mean to fall in love,
but I did"






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